♥

ten months almost at this very moment.
i can remember what i was doing ten months ago right now so very clearly.
i was holding his hand and praying and praying that different little things i'd do would make the numbers look better, hoping that maybe i'd feel a squeeze back or some warmth.
but ten minutes later it all ended.
so tonight as i'm up studying for finals and about to hit the hay i'm listening to his songs,
i feel like we're just in the living room talking and he's playing away.
my favorite is "please don't take my sunshine away.."

hopefully i can ace this book of mormon final for him.
i miss him so much!